The Art of Disappearing from Society

By Anniedora Etiobi - 15.2.18

Listening to Lemon by N.E.R.D ft Rihanna




Hey Lemon Drops, I'm dedicating this post to Wisdom and Uche who unknowingly inspired me just by saying how much they liked my content. 
For everyone who's been asking and wondering
why I haven't posted in so long, I'm going to tell you. The honest truth- I've been dealing with life and some other things that I'm super nervous to share but here goes:

I've had to deal with bouts of my bipolar disorder and anxiety trying to make a comeback- yh, I'm bipolar and its not as fancy as it sounds because society has found a way to romanticize mental disorders. Would you like me to do a more in depth post on this? Let me know in the comment session.



I've been involved in a lot of things: Currently as I'm writing this, I'm drafting content for a show for a media house, I've had to create content for a new online magazine and also I've been involved with an upcoming online show. 

Trying to get accommodation: I've been running helter skelter around my school to get a room because lets be honest, hostel can be annoying and I'm at that place where I cant deal with people right now. Thank goodness, as I'm typing this I've gotten a place, I just have to furnish it and paint it and I'll be calm...another thing to run around for.


I've been working at external things apart from my blog and school, petty business ventures actually because my mom is already acting like pocket money is a luxury and I have to write an application letter for it. Help me by RTing this tweet, pretty please
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Quality visual Content: I take my pictures with my phone but recently its been acting up and I got plagued in the sense that I couldn't take authentic visuals to fit my blog theme. I don't own a camera. I could use my friends phone's, true but then my friends and phone is another thing entirely...let's just leave it at the point where i say I'm going to be using stock pictures for now.


I've been hoarding posts: I've actually been writing a lot of potential posts, its just been difficult to share because of how personal they are to me. This is not me just talking about How To's, or Motivational posts that I found online and built words on. These are real emotions that I've written down and I'm super anxious to share.

I've been in a funk: I've drafted posts and encourage myself to hit that publish button but somehow I always leave it because I don't feel its up to par or it feels too real to share.

In the spirit of Valentines day 😀

These are the major reasons I've been AWOL, but majorly because of my mental health but I'm pulling myself out of that funk. Slowly but surely. I'm still working through to get a better phone and also handle my financial situation. 

What have you been upto... I've also not been online a lot, comment your blog links so I can binge on some new blogs.




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  1. Don't be afraid to share the posts you might feel to be too personal. You wouldn't write what you're not ready to share in the first place. I hope you achieve all your heart's desires at the end of it all. Stay strong and beautiful.

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    1. Why are you anonymous😢 thank you very much for this and I'm working on it. Slowly but surely🙏

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  2. Babes I can totally relate, it's really sad when you can't really put everything in place, but we have to keep trying and not quitting. I encourage myself everyday and I think you should do the same. You have all it takes to be a BAD ASS��. Keep pushing.
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    1. Awww!! Thank you Tracy💗 I'm happy someone relates😭😭 I will pull through baby gurl🙌🙌 thnk you for reading my blog💓💓

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  3. I just came across you this morning...i am an upcoming blogger and I think I like your stuff.its so real and ordinary and relatable.unlike some others #rollseyes..i am not so good at complimenting people...but I just had to say something after reading your post...tombsup...ummm...Bye

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    1. Thank you b👏 i truly appreciate this...💓💓💓

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